I am an OTR(over the road) truck driver with about 5 months of experience and recently was sent to get a sleep study done but they are taking forever. The company I work for is about to terminate me and once they do that will add on another 7k to my debt. Basically I can’t do any truck driving job until my sleep study is done which won’t be for another month. I am looking for jobs around my area but I live in a small town with mostly companies that require 2 years experience. Recent events have sent my stress levels through the roof and I have been debating wether I should just disappear or not. I’m only 21 and yet I’ve made an incredible amount of poor choices and seem to just keep making more.